Alright, so evidently I was already at the Mayhem festival, there's no scanning out so I left and bought a new ticket to go back later. Marilyn and Slayer aren't on till later.
So i figured I could leave, change into something comfortable and drink, and I guess write on my motherfucking blog.
I bought a concert tee-marilyn manson of course. Now I have three mm shirts :)
Lookk at that positivity. I'm the greatest optimist of all time.
Or maybe just the most sarcastic.
I took an online screening test for schizophrenia, it said I was develloping it. Of course, you can only trust those things so much, but I'm too afraid to go to the doctor about it. Last time I saw my doctor he did recommend me to a psychotherapist so he knows that I have depression problems or whatnot and I don't really care about his opinion of me, I'm just scared my worries will be confirmed. And I'll dread the rest of my life even more, knowing this isn't some phase or personality or mental disorder that's temporary. Shizophrenia is not temporary, and it's not something to laugh about.
The Nameless - Slipknot
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